Monthly Archives: February 2010

Highs and Lows

Oh I always do this, say I’m gonna blog, and then don’t. Life has just been so hectic.

I finished my midterms last week, and actually felt pretty good about them. I got an 85% on an essay they returned early, yeyeye nourished brain produces good results. 🙂

As my post title suggests, life these past few weeks has been a series of highs and lows. I have had days where I have felt like everything is just falling into place, like I am exactlly where I need to be, and then there are days where I start focusing on my every flaw, my every failure, and those days can be hard to come back from. But with the support of my friends, family and program, I am enjoying mostly good days.

From blog reading I did this morning (yep I’m still reading, just not writing) I saw that this week is the beginning of National Eating Disorders Awareness Week. When I woke up this morning, I was in one of those low moods, beating myself up for silly things – and after blog reading I made the concious descision to turn it around.

When I reflect to where I was during NEDA week last year, I see I have a lot to be thankful for. I am back at a healthy weight, back in a healthier mindset, back at school, reforming relationships, going out, getting an education, LIVNG LIFE – and suddenly it hit me, what was I doing dwelling on the negative, when there was so much positive currently in my life.

Sometimes it just takes a little effort to turn those moods around, and as hard as it can be to do, its always worth it.

What I did was put on a nice outfit, did my hair, and took myself out to y neighbourhood coffee shop for my favourite bevie. And now I’m blogging 🙂 Both these things make me very happy.

I do want to start commenting again-so this will happen, soon, maybe. But posts will be more frequent.

Eats as of Late:

Cinnamon Raisin Bagel with Cream Cheese, Jam, Cinnamon and a Side of Notes

SImple Pleasures Oatmeal Chocolate Chip Cookies and Strawberry Cottage Cheese

premium plus crackers with DCD. amazing.

Mars Caramel Bar. Deeelish.

Oh also recently have tried two things at Starbucks

1. Thai Tuna Wrap – this is available here in Canada, maybe its different in the U.S – either way, it was amazing, I reccomend it.

I also recently tried their Red Velvet Cupcake – I was not a huge fan, but maybe I will try the vanilla bean one, give it one more shot, they look to good!!

Alright well thats all for me

Expect me more on the regular. Maybe.

LOVE.

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