Oh I always do this, say I’m gonna blog, and then don’t. Life has just been so hectic.
I finished my midterms last week, and actually felt pretty good about them. I got an 85% on an essay they returned early, yeyeye nourished brain produces good results. 🙂
As my post title suggests, life these past few weeks has been a series of highs and lows. I have had days where I have felt like everything is just falling into place, like I am exactlly where I need to be, and then there are days where I start focusing on my every flaw, my every failure, and those days can be hard to come back from. But with the support of my friends, family and program, I am enjoying mostly good days.
From blog reading I did this morning (yep I’m still reading, just not writing) I saw that this week is the beginning of National Eating Disorders Awareness Week. When I woke up this morning, I was in one of those low moods, beating myself up for silly things – and after blog reading I made the concious descision to turn it around.
When I reflect to where I was during NEDA week last year, I see I have a lot to be thankful for. I am back at a healthy weight, back in a healthier mindset, back at school, reforming relationships, going out, getting an education, LIVNG LIFE – and suddenly it hit me, what was I doing dwelling on the negative, when there was so much positive currently in my life.
Sometimes it just takes a little effort to turn those moods around, and as hard as it can be to do, its always worth it.
What I did was put on a nice outfit, did my hair, and took myself out to y neighbourhood coffee shop for my favourite bevie. And now I’m blogging 🙂 Both these things make me very happy.
I do want to start commenting again-so this will happen, soon, maybe. But posts will be more frequent.
Eats as of Late:
Oh also recently have tried two things at Starbucks
1. Thai Tuna Wrap – this is available here in Canada, maybe its different in the U.S – either way, it was amazing, I reccomend it.
I also recently tried their Red Velvet Cupcake – I was not a huge fan, but maybe I will try the vanilla bean one, give it one more shot, they look to good!!
Alright well thats all for me
Expect me more on the regular. Maybe.